What I do know is that i won't apologize for my typos or mistakes , this is ME My brain runs waaay faster that my hands ever will. I make mistakes I stumble on words, I cuss, I'm Real, and I have so many things in my brain that are consistently yammering at me that some days meds might be helpful.
My life is busy and FULL of all kinds of factors and I need to write them down .. read this or don't I don't give a shit but I have been through some tough days balanced off with stupendous days and I have started writing them down in my own brain dump style book and have decided to just start throwing up on you here.
My Family, My relationships, my biz, my kids struggles, my friends struggles.... I am a social butterfly personality type by trade BUT I care so frikken much about people around me and can't always express it except to use humour. I HURT so deeply for those I love that struggle daily , minute by minute, I internalize all that STUFF and do my best to do whatever small things I can that make me feel like I am maybe just placing a lil sunshine in their day.
so WTF.....
I turned 42
For my birthday I am deciding to stay healthy
35 lbs down
Feeling pretty fantastic
I have learned who my true friends are
And I have learned who my sometimes friends are and that's ok cuz they all have a purpose in my life
Some I see seldom but always feel their love surrounding me
Some I see never and feel them watching over me
I have learned family by way of blood doesn't measure LOVE
I am surrounded by people who love me as much as I LOVE them and
I put on a pair of JEGGINGS BITCHES! Ya I did and
They don't look terrible either :)
GIVE to those who give back, love those who love back, share with those who share back... default to positivity 100% of the time and always choose the path that suits YOU best. Everyone else will fall in place if they are supposed to.
I'll be over here BEING ME!
Everyone DESERVES a Tiara
Vicki
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